Imagine you re one of the ´odd trio`. Write a letter in which you wrote to a friend before you went to India, setting down what your hopes and expectations are.
Then write to the same person now expressing how your time in India has affected you.
First letter:
Dear Susan!
I´m so excited! Tom and I are going to India! You may not believe it, but we´re not only going there, but staying and living in this country, that seems to be made for us. India offers everything we have searched for for so long, you know, it´s full of peace, freedom and spirituality!
Maybe you wonder how I should know this… Well, yesterday Tom and I went to a swami, a Hindu religious teacher, and he has really cast a spell on us. Since I´ve met him and got an idea of the Hindu religion I see the world through different eyes. Both of us, Tom and I, are no longer the same, as we now are full of love and peace. I can still feel the spirituality of the Universal Love, which seems to be the ´thing` I´ve always dreamed of. Just imagine: an ocean of sweetness!! The atmosphere and the feelings the swami created were so strong, that Tom and I weren´t able to speak until this morning. And still it´s hard to find word that can describe what I feel. At this moment I´m only sure about one thing: I want to go o India to find peace and finally ´swim` in the Universal Love! Since I´ve experienced what I did yesterday I know that I won´t be happy anywhere else than in India! You can only find yourself and the true peace and freedom by going there. As the Hindu lecture was just a foretaste of life and atmosphere in India, I expect it to be even stronger there. I think everything is filled with music, colours and good smells that open your mind and soul! Finally, my life is going to be great!
Tom and I have already broken up with everything here and are ready to leave soon. I do not care about matierial things anymore, so we won´t have much lugage to complicate the journay!!
Although I will never return to England, I hope to see you again! We will always be connected by the spirit of friendship and love!
Love and peace to you,
Rebecca
Second letter:
Dear Susan!
I´m so sorry that you didn´t here from me for such a long time. To tell the truth, I´ve totally failed. My dream of India has died and I there´s nothing in this world I want more than coming home to you and my familiy. I know, that I´ve hurt you a lot and I can really understand if you don´t want to hear from me again, but please give me a chance to explain myself!
In the beginning everything was great! As I wrote in my farewell letter, we were full of spirituality and peace. The poverty and hopelessness we saw on the streets couldn´t shock us being sure to make it better. I didn´t even feel sorry for those poor, often homeless Europeans as I thought their situation was their own fault and they just didn´t try hard enough to be successful! However, today I know that I was absolutely wrong, because there´s nothing to find and no success anywhere in this country! Who can find spirituality or even peace when he needs all his energy to survive? We have no money and no place to live. Every day is just a new search for food and a corner to lay down and rest…
Ohh, I can´t tell you how much I hate everything here. The food, the heat, the language and mostly the people. They are all the same, dishonest and dirty. I even don´t know anymore how often we have been robbed. You can´t trust anybody.
When I said India would change me, before I came here, I was defenitely right. It has changed me and I´m no longer the same as I lost almost all my happiness and optimism. My lust for life is gone as it is my faith in other people.
I really don´t like to do that, but asking you is our only chance to come out of this terrible life. Please help us!
Love,
Rebecca